So these are all from my snapchat. 

Aka my life as of late.

Aka how I’ve been spending my time with Corey..

every single day. 

8:06pm

My heart is legit racing. This just made my entire week.

8:06pm

My heart is legit racing. This just made my entire week.

2:57pm

Corey never ever let’s me drive him around. 

And he always open the door for me.

Truuuu gentleman wsup

2:57pm

Corey never ever let’s me drive him around.

And he always open the door for me.

Truuuu gentleman wsup

10:14pm

I’m officially on break! It’s been a long stressful last two weeks and I am so glad it’s over. Now I get to enjoy my “long weekend” before the new term starts on Monday. 

I’m so blessed that my prayers were answered. God is so good to me and I honestly have the best support system! My family, friends, and even my English teacher from last term constantly reminded me how they had faith in me and how they knew I was going to pass. And sure enough, I passed my practicum, final, and got an A on my paper! 

I can now relax and breathe. lol

10:14pm

I’m officially on break! It’s been a long stressful last two weeks and I am so glad it’s over. Now I get to enjoy my “long weekend” before the new term starts on Monday.

I’m so blessed that my prayers were answered. God is so good to me and I honestly have the best support system! My family, friends, and even my English teacher from last term constantly reminded me how they had faith in me and how they knew I was going to pass. And sure enough, I passed my practicum, final, and got an A on my paper!

I can now relax and breathe. lol

6am

I’m up early today because I’m worried for my final exam tomorrow. I just want to fast forward to Tuesday night already so the anticipation of knowing whether or not I passed my exam will be answered already.

This term was seriously the longest and I’m so close to the end of it but I just gotta get through one more freakin test.

:( St. Joseph of Cupertino pleaase help me tomorrow.

2:45am

It’s the weekend, meaning I survived my practicum on Friday! That day was beyond stressful and I was so nervous. I knew what I was doing but having my program director, clinical director, and clinical supervisor watch my every move as I assess and treat my patient made me feel incompetent and super nervous. But I passed it, praise God! 

Now I just have to get through my presentation on Monday and finals on Tuesday. I hope I get out of this term and move on to the next because the schedule for next term sounds amazing. I’ll only have lecture on Mondays and Tuesdays from 9am-12pm and my 12 hour shift in clinicals Wednesday - Fridays. I pray that I’ll be able to retain all the information I’ll be studying this weekend and pass the exam. 

So today, or yesterday.. well Saturday lol I went to Los Angeles for my aunt’s birthday and it was a nice little family reunion because I got to catch up with my cousin and see all the relatives. 

My cousin and I had a long talk about basically everything in life and I’m so glad she was there because she has helped clear my mind and reminded me how life is so good. If only she lived closer I swear my life would be a whole lot different because she would be influencing me to make better choices in life. She’s literally my spiritual guidance, health coach, and mentor when it comes to studying. 

It’s almost 3 am so I think I should sleep now because tomorrow I’m going to be spending the whole day with more family members from Vegas! 

I wish the events that took place and will take place this weekend happened next weekend because I’m supposed to be studying but at the same time I needed a break.. but then again it’s too soon to take a break because I have not accomplished everything I needed to do because my final is still on Tuesday.. BUT THEN AGAIN I NEED TO JUST CHILL AND ENJOY LIFE AGAIN. 

Okay. Good night world.

11:42am

I like how you have the audacity to not do me a small favor after all the times I busted my ass for you just to help you out.

Best believe I’m forevzzzz done with you.

8:37pm

Corey likes to drive as if he’s in Tokyo Drift just so he can annoy me. Even though he does it every single time I’m in the passengers seat and complain the whole time, he still does not mind driving me to places lol well maybe because he enjoys annoying me and tunes me out every time I nag at him to drive safer. 

Our first picture together would be in our blue scrubs..

8:37pm

Corey likes to drive as if he’s in Tokyo Drift just so he can annoy me. Even though he does it every single time I’m in the passengers seat and complain the whole time, he still does not mind driving me to places lol well maybe because he enjoys annoying me and tunes me out every time I nag at him to drive safer.

Our first picture together would be in our blue scrubs..

11:15pm

Corey picked me up right after my class and we had lunch at Buffalo Wild Wings. I love how he’s always on time whenever we make plans. I told him I might get out of class at 4:30 but I wasn’t sure because my professor likes to prolong lectures at times and usually hold us in until 5:30 but he was already at school at 4:30. Lol good thing I got out early today though! 

We ordered so many wings… The picture just shows how overwhelmed he looks with all the food. 

He finished most of them anyway.

11:15pm

Corey picked me up right after my class and we had lunch at Buffalo Wild Wings. I love how he’s always on time whenever we make plans. I told him I might get out of class at 4:30 but I wasn’t sure because my professor likes to prolong lectures at times and usually hold us in until 5:30 but he was already at school at 4:30. Lol good thing I got out early today though!

We ordered so many wings… The picture just shows how overwhelmed he looks with all the food.

He finished most of them anyway.

8:11pm

I like to bug him while he studies.

9:17pm

So in addition to my last post, my classmates are a bunch of trolls and every single day like to troll me.

Taylor even said, “sometimes I don’t want to go to class but then I remember that Jess will be there and that’s when I realize it’ll be a good day… Because it’s so fun messing with her.” Lol literally like an older brother who annoys me every single day.

So yesterday, while we were all in a study room before our after noon class, Miles came in and they all know that I have the biggest crush on him, so while I was just sitting there studying and minding my own business, they decided to put me on blast. They were saying things along the line of: 

"Miles..Why didn’t you ever date Jess?"
“Jess loves you, Miles”
“If you date her, you will be the luckiest man alive.”
“She’s the most caring person I have ever met so I don’t know why you’re not dating her yet.”
“You’ll be set for life if you date her.”
“She makes the best sandwiches”

Even though they said some pretty sweet things about me, I was still pretty embarrassed lol 

So after class, Miles decided to text me and ask me if it’s really true. 

I replied and we had a long conversation about life afterwards. Lol

I guess I can thank my classmates.

9:17pm

So in addition to my last post, my classmates are a bunch of trolls and every single day like to troll me.

Taylor even said, “sometimes I don’t want to go to class but then I remember that Jess will be there and that’s when I realize it’ll be a good day… Because it’s so fun messing with her.” Lol literally like an older brother who annoys me every single day.

So yesterday, while we were all in a study room before our after noon class, Miles came in and they all know that I have the biggest crush on him, so while I was just sitting there studying and minding my own business, they decided to put me on blast. They were saying things along the line of:

"Miles..Why didn’t you ever date Jess?"
“Jess loves you, Miles”
“If you date her, you will be the luckiest man alive.”
“She’s the most caring person I have ever met so I don’t know why you’re not dating her yet.”
“You’ll be set for life if you date her.”
“She makes the best sandwiches”

Even though they said some pretty sweet things about me, I was still pretty embarrassed lol

So after class, Miles decided to text me and ask me if it’s really true.

I replied and we had a long conversation about life afterwards. Lol

I guess I can thank my classmates.

9:07pm

I never thought I would ever be able to go to my classmates and talk to them about the things I tell them now. Lol I guess 7 months of seeing each other 5 days a week for 8 hours every day makes it a bit easier to open up to them and tell them every detail of my life—whether they care or not, they are forced to listen because in a room full of guys and being the only girl, it’s kind of mandatory for them to love me like their sister. ❤️

And he’s talking about Miles by the way.

9:07pm

I never thought I would ever be able to go to my classmates and talk to them about the things I tell them now. Lol I guess 7 months of seeing each other 5 days a week for 8 hours every day makes it a bit easier to open up to them and tell them every detail of my life—whether they care or not, they are forced to listen because in a room full of guys and being the only girl, it’s kind of mandatory for them to love me like their sister. ❤️

And he’s talking about Miles by the way.

To my twin

You most likely won’t read this because we have not talked in forever and we drifted throughout the years that you went to study in the Philippines. I know we’ve had our ups and downs but I hope you know that I will always consider you as one of the most important person in my life because you were the one who was always there for me…throughout basically everything. 

I know I’m at fault for purposely drawing away from your life but I had my reasons and you knew them too. I just couldn’t be fake with your boyfriend. Lol like as much as I wanted us to still be friends and maintain the bond that we had, he was a big factor to why I kept my distance. But you already knew that. I guess today was just one of those days where I was missing you and reminiscing all the things that we’ve done and how much I just miss you in general! 

I hope things are going great for you in the Philippines and it’s just a couple more years until you’re done with nursing school and maybe we can still fulfill our plans of going to Europe once we’re both graduated. I love you and I miss you! 

2:34pm

Procrastinating on my paper ~

2:34pm

Procrastinating on my paper ~

Procrastinating again on my studies.

I wish I can just stay in bed all day every day with my pup, who sleeps all day everyday.